Broken Heart Still Beats

These eyes dreamed you.

This heart felt you.

This soul desired you.

and this life has always needed you.....

So why is it so hardto say what I feel.

To breathe when you'r near.

And to hope for you to lend an ear??

Do you know?

Do you dream?

Do you feel?

Do you desire too, the manner I do??

If you do, say so.

And if you don't.then it's no big deal!!

It's only a blind's dream.

Only an unbridle-heart's desire

It's only.......A dream that shattered.A heart that's broken.

"unko dekhenge to phir se tut jaayenge...na dekhnge to tauheen-e-mohabbat hogi...unko bhulenge to jeeyenge kaise...na bhulenge to naakam-e-zindagi hogi"

so friends I say "A Broken HEART Still Beats!!!!!"

Why do i Love U

Why do I Still Love You ?
Why do I cry
who do I hide
why do I still care
why do I pretend u r there
why do I love you
why do I think you love me too
why do I feel pain
why do I feel like im insane
why do I want you so bad
why do I get mad
why do I miss you
why do I need you
I try to tell you how I feel
but you don't care
so I'm askin you these questions
to see if you know im there!Coz I Still Love U.

A Little Need for Love

Love ......... such a simple plain word but this simple word has done things even greater than acts of God. People have lived and died for this simple word LOVE. Well actually I am not a love hater or anything like that but then why does this love come into our life. A beautiful feeling which if fruitful turns more sweeter but if not then it gets bitter and people tend to do something wrong.

I love someone but then she loves someone else. Is this how love should be. When we love someone, why is it that we do not get the person we love. Well I think I need to think about this? well will update later.....

And She Made The Difference in My Life....

Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints in our hearts. And we are never, ever the same."

Today I am thankful to God that He has showered me with some wonderful people whom I call as "my good friends"...most of all I thank Him for sending a 'best' friend in my life.

I still remember the day she came and sat infront of me in my college in a boring maths lecture.She did not speak to me and I used to have this thought in my mind,"Man,watta attitude she has....damn why cant she sit somewhere else" .....As days passed ....months flew we became the best of pals...and I am so happy that I met her quite early in my life of college days....

I still dont understand the meaning of a "best" friend.....But I know she is that one person with whom I can spend a day with loads of fun and laughter....one who understands the meaning of my silence........one who sheds a tear when I am sad.......one who is more happier for me than myself.......one with whom I can get pampered and also pamper....one who can give me a solution even before I narrate the problem...one who stood beside me when everyone thought I was wrong......one who gives me that inner strength and confidence......one with whom I can trust on anything ........People generally used to tell us "You are like one soul in two bodies"...shez made that difference in my life....my little sweet angel....my lucky charm

A day had come when I cried as she had to travel miles away from me...But I was happy for her as she was getting a better job option in some city.....

Even today I chuckle when she calls up ....and she says Missing you a lot....that makes me think and i just speak out....ok..i will be in Banglore soon close to my best Frnd..coz i miss her a lot....Miss her (24*7*365)....

I miss those days we had lots of fun...I miss those times we played some pranks....miss those days when we simply laughed for nothing ;).....I miss being myself when I was with u.....I sometimes miss my dearest best naughtiest and most beautiful frnd....

Most of my frnds must have gussed the name so far so no point mentioning the NAME...

My BEST FRND...MY LITTLE SWEET ANGEL

Whats UR Ambition,,,,,,,a common question

Becoming a CEO of Company was never my aspiration... or rather becoming anything wasn’t my ambition at all... it was always the most comfortable answer I had for those perennial… what do you aspire to become? And rite from my schooling… the most common answers doctors and Engineer... never caught my admiration! I remember when one guy... a school kid at that age... from my class... right! Tarun… broke the monotony and answered… “I want to become a police… I want to serve the nation… make the nation free from corruption!”… that was a very revolutionary reply.. at least to me and my class mates who were sinking in the monotony! He received good applause and there I was waiting for my chance…. And my mind busy thinking of an answer that would be appreciated by my teacher! Then on police also became part of the regular answers! And hurray my chance came at last as I was a back bencher right from my school days… the teacher asked me the same question and I had an answer… a very novel answer… I want to become a CEO of Company ... and the class applauded my answer too!! but my teacher had something else in store.. she asked me how are you going to become CEO of Company ? And to be very frank…I didn’t know…. … I had no clue how people became CEO of Company ... and what was the job of a CEO of Company was another question mark! Why on earth did I choose to give out this answer.. I could’ve followed suit… answered police and coolly forgotten it immediately! But I just gave a very stoooopid answer.. I said I’d go to college and study for it …. lol!! The last thing I expect anybody to say today! It didn’t stop there… the teacher asked us to write five steps we would take to achieve our ambition… and that was when I knew what CEO of Company meant as a career…

It was all over long long back! But today again when I’m left with no internship and I sit back and think as to what I’m going to take up as a long-lasting career… CEO of Company still shines before me as a very promising option!! The real thought of getting a job and working everyday… meeting them everyday… doesn’t enthuse me all that much! I rather prefer a very friendly work environment… where even if I’m not allowed to do what I really like... I can at least express my thoughts! May be I’m irresponsible... and this is why the mere thought of work... job irks me so much as today I am a software engineer and not a CEO of Company…….I wanna prove my potentials…..hope I get a chance…and I can achieve what I had dreamt for!